Saturday, October 13, 2007

Journey without distance ... it's a play on words, like almost anything you try to say using language, since language falls so short of full communication. I digress (muchly).

I have decided to simplify this a little, and let the voice speak for itself, as much as possible.

So I'm going to round out my background by saying there's this voice, and if I sit quietly and ask it questions, it answers.

How or why it got this way, well that's for some other blog (or never).

"What" the voice is ... also perhaps not important. What's important is what I ask it and what it says.

It's not something spooky, by the way. I don't think it's ever talked to me when I didn't think it was just my own idea, or maybe when I asked it a question (recently), but never uninvited. It doesn't feel strange, it feel like "home", like the truth, like the ego-less answer.

What I've noticed recently is that this voice, which has always been there, may not be "me". I put "me" in quotes because I mean the little "me", the ego. The part that wants to get ahead in the world, and to impress people, and to look good. I always thought "I must be smart, because I listen to this voice, and it's always right!".

LOL! LMAO!! (I'm laughing on the inside.)

Now I'm entertaining the idea that "I" am not "me". ;-)

I am, but "me" does not matter.

I'm starting the Course In Miracles work book. I'm on the 3rd day now. There are 365 days in the workbook, one lesson for each day of one year. The book says you don't have to believe, and I don't, so we'll see how it works.

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